Damn been a long time since i posted anything!..i was busy with my exams..finally i GRADUATED!..we r talkin about a free man here guys :P..anyway i have nothin on my mind to post but today i'm totally happy..HYPER u could say..so mmmm..lemme show some abbrivation that 2pac used in his life..i duuno much..but here wat i know...................

Thug Life-----------> The Hate U Give Lil Infants Fuck Everybody
M.O.B---------------> Money Over Bitches (btw he loves this no wonder why)
mmm he also had some stuff he says which i like..here are some

laugh now cry later (he also says that in another way here it is-->) cry later but for now lets enjoy the laughter

Don't judge me coz u don't even know me!

Even Thugs gotta learn to take it easy, listen
Through the intermissions search your heart for a plan

im gonna show u a sentence he used to say but alot didn't know the meanin of that sentence untill he released the song "Staring at the world through my rearview Just looking back at the world, from another level u know wat I mean?

it means "The world, the world is behind us
Once a motherfucker get an understanding on the game
and what the levels and the rules of the game is
Then the world ain't no trick no more
The world is a game to be played
So now we lookin at the world, from like, behind us
Niggaz know what we gotta do, just gotta put our mind to it and do it
It's all about the papers, money rule the world
Bitches make the world go round
Real niggaz do they wanna do, bitch niggaz do what they can't"

Finally the word which made 2pac a legend which made him loved by many all around the world and which i totally use in my personal life is SMILE!

~Nightmares~

I pour my heart in2 this poem
and look 4 the meaning of Life
the rich and powerful always prevail
and the less fortunate strive through stife
MISTAKES R MADE be 4given
we R 2 young 2 stress and suffer

The path of purity and positivity
has always ridden rougher
Your insatiable desire 2 find perfection
Has made your faults magnify
curiousity can take Blame
For the evil that makes u cry
It isn't a good feeling when u disobey your Heart
The nightmares haunt your Soul and your nerves R
ripped apart.

Love Within a Storm


We mad love within a storm
in the midst of passion and chaos
somewhere, somehow our true bond
of friendship was lost

In the eye of the storm
The rain always falls harder
Those who prevail this trauma
will learn 2 bring their love farther

But now the storm has passed
and the seas of our friendship R calm
But as long as I live I will remember
the love within the storm..

Hours Pass By


I think of u in my arms
and what it would be like 2 make love
I think of u raising my SEED
and what they'd be made of
I think of how alone I was
before u came 2 be
I think of the joy I felt
when u said u thought of me
I'm proud 2 be the heart u
choose 2 make a friend
hours pass by and cupid cries
until we meet again..



[thats me standing with my hands..or as my friend says i look like a "monkey!"..hehe.."Monkeying"]
[i'm working on a 2pac pic..by the next post it will be ready..i hope]

The Promise

"I will give u liberty, but first give me ure spirit,
This I must confiscate because the evil fear it."
I too would be afraid of passion governed by reason
An open mind 2 trying times when corruption is in
season
The promise that they claim
2 be completely true
is hypocrisy at its finest
A trick 2 silence u
never will I believe a promise
from the masters of the Art
Trickery does not succeed
with those with Honest Hearts..

Tupac's given name was Lesane Parish Crooks. He was the son of Afeni Shakur (government name Alice Fay Walker).Afeni(a member of the black panther)was pregnant while she was in prison because she was charged with conspiracy to bomb several public areas.

In her cell she patted her belly and said"This is my prince. He is going to save the black nation." By the time Tupac was born on June 16, 1971, Afeni had already defended herself in court. From childhood, everyone called him the"Black Prince." For misbehaving, he had to read an entire edition of The New York Times and read about Malcom X(1925-1965, African American activist whose ideas about racial problems in the United States had an important influence on black...)

Tupac Amaru Shakur was named after an Inca Indian chief, "Tupac Amaru" means "Shining serpent" and "Shakur" means "thankful to god" in Arabic.

Tupac had a hard life..no father,no money,no one to help him out.He helped himself by reading, he had the desire to stand up and make money, he never wanted to be famous, all he wanted is some money to live and help others around him.

Tupac was distressed. "I remember crying all the time. My major thing growing up was I couldn't fit in. Because I was from everywhere. I didn't have no buddies that I grew up with." As time passed, the issue of his father tormented him. He felt "unmanly," he said. Then his cousins started saying he had an effeminate face. "I don't know. I just didn't feel hard. I could do all the things my mother could give me, but she couldn't give me nothing else." The loneliness began to wear on him. He retreated into writing love songs and poetry. "I remember I had a book like a diary. And in that book I said I was going to be famous." He wanted to be an actor. Acting was an escape from his dismal life. He was good at it, eager to leave his crummy family behind. "The reason why I could get into acting was because it takes nothin' to get out of who I am and go into somebody else."
When Tupac was 12 years old, his mother enrolled him in Harlems 127thSt Ensemble. He played Travis in "A Raisin in The Sun" in his first acting role.


Tupac was first inspired to rap when a friend of his was killed while he was playing with a gun. His first rap was about gun control.
Tupac studied drama at Baltimore's School For The Arts, where he rapped under the name MC New York.As a young man, Tupac also studied ballet and danceWhen he first moved to California.Tupac continued his career on Tommy Boy Records with Digital Underground.

In 1992, Shakur entered a most fruitful five-year period. He broke free of D.U. and made his solo debut, 2Pacalypse Now, a gangsta rap document that put him in the notorious, high-speed lane to stardom. That same year he starred in Juice, an acclaimed low-budget film about gangs which saw some Hollywood success. In 1993, he recorded and released Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z., an album that found Shakur crossing over to the pop charts

The same year, Shakur played a single father and Janet Jackson's love interest in the John Singleton film Poetic Justice. In November of 1994, he was shot five times during a robbery in which thieves made off with $40,000 worth of his jewelry. Shakur miraculously recovered from his injuries to produce his most impressive artistic accomplishments, including 1995's Me Against the World, which sold two million copies, and the double-CD All Eyez on Me, which sold nearly three million. As his career arc began a steep rise toward fame and fortune, Shakur was shot (most say suspiciously) and killed after watching a Mike Tyson fight with Death Row Records president Marion "Suge" Knight. Though his death was a jolt to his fans and the music community, Shakur himself often said that he expected he'd die by the sword before he reached thirty. Following his passing, Shakur's label released an album, The Don Killuminati, under the pseudonym "Makaveli" The cover depicted Shakur nailed to a cross under a crown of thorns, with a map of the country's major gang areas superimposed on it. In January of 1997, Gramercy pictures released Gridlock'd, a film in which Shakur played the role of a drug addict to mostly good reviews. His final film, Gang Related, was released in 1997, and Death Row is said to have several unreleased recordings in the vaults for potential future release.

[Bold words is his albums and movies he did]



[Another pic i did using photoshop..i spent WHOLE night doind it..hope u like it]

[Thanks to Backaholism for the idea..she told me about it..coz i was out of ideas and thanks for her help in this biography..]

Thats another thing i wrote..well its also sad..but i hope u like it..

Today and not only today I stop and stare through my day
What I see is Sadness from the inside happiness from the outside
I never believe that I could be a sad person one day no I can't
happiness is all my life..its a cloud that brings friendship close to you
but today I stop and find sadness
 Why when ever I try to make happiness more in my life sadness just breaks me apart and defeat me
Why do most ppl around me doesn't help in making life a happy one?
is it coz sadness is really strong?
I'm Feeling life's running out of my body.,

Scars bleeding...Pain consuming..my mind..
as wood consumed by flames
I can't see anymore coz life is dark
The blindness in my eyes The soundless scream
stop me from making life happy anymore
life is a puzzle
u never know when u r happy
BUT NO I won't be sad..
even if life is dark I could see the light through the door of hapiness even if there is hopeless hope
I still Stand strong to seek for it
I close my eyes I feel the darkness the silence and yes the hapiness
smiles laughs yes that’s my life..
so I choose to live my dark life and choose hapiness
and soon it will light up!



[jst remember that u r the one that control ur life no matter wat or who is trying to ruin ur life its u who control it..not others..believe in urself..u choose ur life..either happy or sad..its u..not others]

Where There Is a Will....

Where there is a will
there is a way
2 search and discover
a better day

Where a positive heart
is all u need
2 Rise Beyond
and succeed

where young minds grow
and respect each other
based on their Deeds
and not their color

When times R dim
say as I say
"where there is a will
There is a way!"..




[i also did this pic..i hope u like it..coz i REALLY suffered..hehe]

What I See!

With my eyes closed I can c
we have a chance 2 discover ecstasy
but the clouds of doubt have made u blind
so u R afraid of the emotions that u may find
I know that u've been hurt before
but this is no excuse 4 u 2 ignore
the seed that cupid planted, in hopes that we could sow
This infant emotion deserves 2 breathe so why won't u
let it grow
A neglected flower will wither and on it's own it will
surely die
But with honesty, passion, and mutual respect we can
soar beyond the sky
So please don't follow what u c follow the rhythm within
your heart
Believe in my though u cannot c what lies within the
Dark..



[i did that pic using photoshop..hehe..and oo "Mahdi" is my family name..i know its not that good but i wanna say i'm still a begininer!]

In the midst of passion

In the midst of passion 2 figures stand
emerged in ecstasy joined hand and hand
words R unnecessary feelings R heard
the body takes control deaf 2 words
It is at this stage that I think of u
in gratitude 4 this joy u have exposed me 2
Each Day is Bright with you as the Dawn
with the collapse of each night a strong bond is born
In the midst of passion I remember your kiss
I reminisce about your touch and suddenly miss
the scent u wear and the tone of your voice
Only u can be my choice
In the midst of passion

I c u & me
Lost in constant ecstasy!!

Today i downloaded some video about 2pac..it touched my heart..it was about his life from the begining till the day he died..that video brought tears out..that video showed alot of things about 2pac..he started poor no father no money..and look how he ended up rich..and although he was rich he didn't like to be rich by himself..he wanted everybody to be rich like he said "rich ppl should change with poor ppl every week".. he got rich at the westside of america so he decided to go help rapers in the eastside..so ppl in the westside didn't like it they though he was off the westside..at 17 he was wide eyed he thought that he will change the world..pac read books and attack ppl defintion..his mother made him learn three things 1)respect 2)knowledge 3)to not be quiet if there is something in u,say it don't hesitate..

a little story about him that was in that video which shows who is 2pac the real 2pac the one from inside..when he was to his way to the studio he found a little girl lost crying..he stopped although ppl were waiting for him to sign a contract which means money..but he didn't care he took the girl tried to find her parents..all i wanna say that 2pac loved kids..he had a wide huge opened heart..2pac was funny loved to write lyrics all the day..and as "jada pinkkett smith" said there is something about his voice that jst grabs u..

well the video is about an hour it has much info in it..i might post it later..

i would like to dedicate this to all the friends i made over here sweetsue,deathbyglitter,f rakturika,blackaholism,us erfriendly,crazybeautiful 3, fairmoon,14u2nv2,Marijane 24..everbody..i hope i didn't forget any.


The Rebirth of My Heart
First there was nothing
Not even the faint echo of a song
Loneliness was daily 4 me
until u came along
There was a gleam of stars in your eyes
I thought I'd never feel this way again
But u were the one 2 reach into my heart
And find in me a Friend
I could not ignore the magnetism
that I felt when u were near
And any problems plaguing my mind
would suddenly disappear
It was the rebirth of my heart
The day u became my friend
Because I knew from the moment
I held u that I would find love again.



Thank you all

And Still I Love You

I don't have everything
as a matter of fact I don't have anything
except dream of a better day
and you to help me find my way
Being a man I am sure to make mistakes
but to keep you I would do all it takes
and if it meant my love was really true
I'd gladly die and watch over you
I wish you knew how much I cared
u'd see my love is true by the life we'd share
Even if u changed your mind and said our love was thru
I'd want to die continuously cry and still I'd love u